A new chapter

Change is hard. It's weird for me to have doors close, ending relationships, and change. Right now I'm talking about an ex boyfriend, who has been an ex for almost a year now. It's totally silly, really. I should be over this, I should be ready to move on.... well I am. It's just a small thing has really reopened a wound. In all reality I know nothing has changed, I'm going to live every day from now on like the previous year. I know I'll have little to no contact with this person, but now it's like that tiny little strand that still connected us is completely broken. Ah the world of social networking. How can a little thing like de-friending someone have such an affect.

In the past week I've had two people de-friend me over the smallest thing. Honestly I feel like I am in high school again. The funny thing is..... in both situations it's over a past relationship. EX boyfriend/EX girlfriend issues. Really it comes down to these people still have feelings or are holding onto a grudge. Maybe there are some jealously issues here.... and really I get it. But lets all be adults here. I mean, I don't get how people go from liking every one of my facebook status updates and pictures to de-friending me within a week.... maybe I have some issues of my own here, but I really don't get it. I guess mostly I'm confused. But really, if you're going to de-friend me over something silly like this, I guess you aren't worth being in my life in the first place. Real friends don't walk away so easily. And perhaps there's a reason I choose not to include certain people in my life....

Sorry for this bitter post, I'm really not a negative nancy. I'm just trying to figure out some things I don't get, or think I'll ever really understand.

Woah....

So a whole year has past and I haven't even touched this blog. I'm not really sure what to do with it, honestly. I have another photo blog which is geared toward my business, so maybe I should make this a personal blog..... maybe-who knows :D